Delivered Dec. 31, 2016, at a memorial service for Gloria Richardson at Jacob Schoen & Son Funeral Home in New Orleans, La.
I’m
Rebecca Catalanello. I’m one of the 18 people on this planet lucky enough to call
Gloria Richardson my grandmother. On behalf of our large (and sometimes loud)
family, I want to thank you for coming today to help us honor the life of a
remarkable woman, mother, grandmother, great-grandmother, aunt, and, of course,
Vernon’s beloved wife.
Over
her 90 years, my grandma accumulated many names and nicknames. I counted up at
least 10 that I know of and there are probably more. She had the most perfect
name: Gloria. But she was also Sugar, Sugie, Mama, Mom, MawMaw and, what I and the
eldest grandkids called her, Grandma. She grew up Gloria Seemann, the daughter
of dairy farmers. She married Joseph Catalanello, a local radio personality,
and not only took his name but sometimes adopted his show-biz last name,
Wilson. Years after Joseph – aka Larry Wilson – died and she decided to take
the love plunge again with an old flame named Vernon, she became Gloria
Richardson, a name that stuck for 44 years as the two of them shared a love and
companionship that emboldened them to merge families, propelled them across
countless dance floors, inspired them to journey all around the world, sustained
them during unfathomable heartbreak and served as a model to their children and
grandchildren of what a lasting, strong, loving marriage looks like. Richer and
poorer, sickness and health, good times and bad.
The
names we all use when speaking to and about my grandma illustrate, I think, the
kind of affection she inspired. Everyone who drew near to her came to love her
with a fierce loyalty. Because knowing and loving Gloria Seemann Catalanello
Richardson was to be known and loved by her.
She
was sweet and funny, kind and thoughtful, joyful and full of grace. She loved
to sing and had a remarkable ability to listen and to make you feel as if
everything you had to say or share was the most important news she’d heard that
day, that week. She was immensely proud of her five children and, in
conversation with me since becoming a mother myself, often referred to her kids
– some of whom are now grandparents themselves – as “my babies” in a tone of
utter love and delight. She loved her grandchildren and great-grandchildren
mightily with open arms and listening ears, always making us feel special,
safe, amazing.
But
when I think about her life, it is impossible not to see the many tragedies she
endured – horrendous saddnesses, any one of which might have been enough to
break her spirit, leave her angry, embittered or joyless. She was 35 in 1962 when
she was suddenly widowed with five children, the youngest just four. She was
strapped, depending on her mother to help her raise, feed, cloth and educate
Bill, Michael, Larry, Donna and Nancy, while she sought employment. Between
1982 and 2001, she went on to bury an infant grandson, Joseph, her youngest
son, Larry, and her sweet, beautiful granddaughter, Lisa, each of whom she
loved without condition and each of whom were taken from this earth before any
of us were ready to say goodbye. In 2005, flooding from Hurricane Katrina
destroyed the home my Grandpa Vernon built and shared with my grandma – and
thus, our entire family. It changed their neighborhood and forced their community
to disperse.
But
my grandma, she didn’t break. She didn’t become angry. She wasn’t embittered or
joyless. My grandma, it was like her heart grew bigger, her faith in God
carried her through to compassion – always this boundless compassion and interest
in others and their wellbeing. From her position of unfathomable loss, she
extended her love toward others who’d lost loved ones, too. When her son died,
she held her daughter-in-law, Ellyn, and she cried with her and for her, but
she also stood as an example of strength and encouragement that a mother’s love
can carry her children through. “Keep up the good work,” Grandma would tell
Ellyn, as she watched Laura, Anna, Daniel and Meagan grow beautifully under
their mother’s care.
My
grandma would go out of her way to visit with friends and relatives when they
were elderly, alone, sick or when they lost a loved one. Even when she herself
grew frail, she would find ways to comfort and encourage others in need of
comfort and encouragement. When family friend, Joycelyn, said goodbye to her
brother, my grandma, unable to leave the house very often in her final days,
months and years, made a point to go and sit with Joycelyn’s mother and share in her
grief.
More
than anything, I think the loss she experienced underscored her appreciation
for what she had in the here and now. “I’ve never been one to worry,” she would
say. “I put it in God’s hands.”
Gloria’s
example of love and gratitude impacted us all, leaving each of us with
countless memories from which we’ve found ourselves drawing our own comfort
since she left our world on Christmas Eve.
My
memories include these:
Riding
bikes around Lakeview with her at summer’s end. Swinging with her on the
neighbor’s backyard swing, talking about Gram, her mother, and death and people she knew and
cousins and my worries. Holding her hand during beach walks on family vacations
in Destin. Getting a "grandma talk" from her in the third grade after a boy named Kelly Aderholt gave me a
necklace. Pulling homemade Easter dresses from the packages she would send to me
and my sister when we lived far away. Sitting next to her and Grandpa at St.
Dominic’s Church, the scent of Grandma’s perfume mixing with the aroma of incense
rising in the sanctuary. Countless Christmas Eve parties she and Grandpa hosted,
giving us all joyous opportunities to dress up and laugh and eat and drink and
build memories together. Braving the cold afterward, bound for Midnight Mass,
where St. Dominic’s white marble altar was always bedecked with poinsettias. Some
years Grandma sat with the choir and raised what, to me, were the most
beautiful “Glorias!” I’d ever heard.
The
morning Grandma died, I woke before sunrise in Belize with a baby who wakes up
too early. We were vacationing at the beach there. I was rocking him and looking
out at the water and saw what looked like a light dancing on the water. At
first, I thought it must be the reflection of the moon still hovering. But the
moon was slight and it soon became concealed by clouds. Still, the light shone
-- only fading from view as sunlight flooded in. A few hours later, my dad
called with the heartbreaking news that Grandma had died. The next morning, I woke
before sunrise again. It was Christmas. The beach sky was blanketed with
clouds. No moon was visible. But there was the light again, shining
inexplicably over the water until daybreak again erased it. By the third
morning, the 26th, the light was gone.
After
getting news of grandma’s passing, my godmother, Helen, a very faithful god-fearing
woman, sent me a message of condolence for our family. “We are sad for the loss
of your grandmother,” she wrote, “but what a perfect time to go to heaven. Such
a lovely lady.”
No,
I thought at first, it was not a perfect time. I needed more time. I wasn’t
ready. I needed to hold her hand some more, to talk with her more, to hug her
again. This was not a perfect time at all. I didn’t get to tell her everything.
I was not a good enough granddaughter.
But
then I thought about all those Christmas Eves she gave us. All the times our
wonderful, large, blended, imperfect family that she loved and loved so well,
gathered together to laugh and how, afterward, she would go to church and sing
the most beautiful Glorias.
Angels we have heard
on high
Sweetly singing o'er the plains
And the mountains in reply
Echoing their joyous strains
Angels we have heard
on high
Sweetly, sweetly through the night
And the mountains in reply
Echoing their brief delight
Gloria, in excelsis
Deo
Gloria, in excelsis Deo
Surely
when she entered Heaven, she heard the voices, the Glorias rising. The angels and
archangels singing together. And she saw the faces of those she loved so well
and whose lives and deaths she paid tribute to through daily acts of gratitude.
May
we all do the same as we walk forward remembering her and honoring her and
giving thanks for all she gave us.
Amen.